Sometimes I wonder if there possibly wasn't a mix up at the hospital.

Yes... I truly believe that to be a completely legitimate question until I spend time around my father's side of the family. Unfortunatly we all look alike so that sort of basically puts the ki-bosh on that thought but still.... You never know.

Saying that I walked to the beat of a different drum then the rest of the people in my family would be an understatement.
~First would be that I am a very liberal democrat. You will never catch me ever voting Repbulican. Sean Hannity drives me insane sometimes when I am out at lunch and I know is show is on I just can't help but listen to the crap that just seems to flow without thought out of his mouth.... Then I wonder if he know how egotistical he sounded thinking that everything that he thinks is right and how we wouldn't be in this mess if Obama had been elected president... Then I have to ask myself wow... You would think that he was the idiot that was in office the last 8 years- He just needs to realize that this problem was created when Republican was put into office to begin with. Honestly it still surprises me to this day that I find myself drawn to politics and things like that I will even say that I went to many many anti- Mr. Bush rallies. I was there with my signs and ready to March against injustice and my freedom of speech.

I believe even if I do raise this baby alone that it doesn't make me a bad person. I am a huge believer that things happen for a reason and even though sometimes we don't quite understand that at the time the answer shows later. People may not agree with me and think that I am making the wrong decision but who are they to judge? Just because to you it doesn't fit inside a pretty box with pretty wrapping that doesn't mean it's wrong. People may not agree with my decision or the choices that I make in my life but they are my choices I am aware of the consequences... I am aware of the choices and my the reaction to my actions and I don't ask you to agree with the things that I do. I don't ask for pity and I don't ask for support. If you don't agree with me that is fine. If I want opinions on things I will ask for them. I don't expect this to be easy and a piece of cake and that I will be the perfect parent. I am sure that I will make mistakes and I will have a hard time but it's going to be something for me. Things happen for a reason I don't believe that there are mistakes that are just expierences that you learn from. It wasn't something that was planned but it happened for a reason and I intend to treat it that way not as a mistake but as something that was supposed to be.